hopeless

speechless...
not even know how to describe tat kind of feelings...
like studying?
nope... is just studying for the certificate only!
don try to say NO!
this is a reality world...
u will look down by people without owning a certificate ...
but because of this certificate....
what happen to the student?
Student start forcing themselves study study study and study....
memorizing memorizing and  memorizing all the slides and notes given..
den write it out on the exam paper..
most of the student do not realize on what they are actually writing..
Smart student will straightly kick out and delete the subject file from their mind...
Smart student will tear up the paper and throw into the rubbish bin provided ..
Smart student will cry out ...
Smart student will feel exhausted..
Smart student will console their frenz who are sad...
Smart student will think of Don wanna study anymore...
smart student wil choose to commit suicide...
Smart student will start becoming a NUN and MONK...
that's all the ways smart student release their tension..
with these all kinda idiot ways...
u will only feel that is still a hope...
many people are waiting you...
waiting you graduated ...
waiting you taking over their business...
more and more...
i feel tired ...
but i realize on there's still some of the secret hidden in the corner of my heart...
Panadol ? like it?
i have been addicted with it these few days..
it totally manage me ....
study until every morning 8.30am...
but its actually dreaming all the Night...
Empty brain till every morning..
sleep with alarm everyday ...
gastric everyday...
eat medicine everyday...
complaining myself everyday...
conclusion...... its meaningless a to be a human....

Friends

Thanks for telling me what shud i do and what i should not do...
well, i hope evryone is fine.. and i promise will not do such things again.
i would like to say sorry...

Exam.. exam.. exam......

I have my Microeconomics as my 1st paper, den cuming up with Quantitative Techniques 1...
i already well prepared for my Micro paper ..well, its still ok with it...
2 more days, QT 1 killed me... it "radically" affect my mood n my determination to fight for the other 3 papers which is Commercial Business Law, Marketing and Information System until 29th september..
i cant stop to think bek my careless in QT paper.. i cried out after walked out the hall and calling my mum..
My mum just told me study harder n prepare for the nex paper... den i call my sister n told her my feelings... i feel still ok after calling my sister. thanksz.. i really appreciate... i wanna thanksz My frenz Theng too.. coz she speaked out suddenly which accompany me go A box wor... its really shock to me.. i noe she actually donwanna go but she still say out so hope i wont too sad n gived me some advise too.. hehe! thx ya!
Tommorow my Law paper is cuming... n i m now havent memorise all the cases and section that annoyed me this few days..... so, i already tell myself i must study hard in this last 3 papers to get bek my CGPA ! i hope i can do it!!!     God bless me~

Wan Theng's BIRTHDAY..

11st SEPTEMBER :

Theng's birthday cuming !!! haha....
well, as her frenz and oso one of her Marketing TG2 classmates sure having a BiG surprise for her ~
Most of our classmate have planned an idea which is brought theng to BIG "A" box to celebrate her 19th Birthday... haha... As one of the actor in this planning, i acted stomachache at mamak and ask Harvard fetch us to A box so i can borrow toilet there bcause kuan yue gonna take somethings from her frenz near there. hmnn... while other actors is already waiting at A box n prepare evrythings. i sms Alex when i goin in the car.. but the message sending out late...Unfortunately, when we reached A box, we saw some of the actors "keng gai" there wor... haha!!! omg...!!PECAH LUBANG !! sad... our wonderful planning gone again... ishhh... tat moment, they eyes to eyes with us and run up to the A box.. haha!!! it was damn funny!!  Before that, we bought 2 cakes to celebrate with Theng.. there are limited Cakes shop in kampar while Theng love in Blueberry flavour cake... so we choose shop by shop to find some special cakes n finally bought 2 cakes which is Blueberry chesse and Mint in flavour ice cream cake... yummy oo!!! I hope Theng can feel our LOVE n happy with her 19th birthday.... although most of us will different class in this cuming sem 2..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~  

 

hehe!!!

TesCo kampar

07th SEPTENBER :

Jom JOM!!!!!!!  Tesco again.. sienz = =''
We bought some foods for our preparation of cuming final ..
We go clothes department n saw some OK clothes... den ACTION lo..
We try n try , change n change till the workers of the department there tak boleh tahan! haha!! so paise ....
me n cher hui keep changing clothes in the fitting room n taking photo^^ hehe

Jalan jaLan in IpOH

06th SePTEMBER :

We suddenly discussed to go IPOH in the morning which is about 1am in theng's house when we study together..
So, me, theng,QQ, peggy took 9am bus in old town to IPOH .. We have been shopping IPOH PARADE, JUSCO, & Secret Recepi ... hehe!!!
But donoe y... i lost the feeling of "enthusiasm" in buying clothes that day...Luckily, they bought some clothes not lik me... til bek to kampar oso buying nothing.. haha!!! nvm... i m Ok.. because can save some money ~ ^^... we having our lunch in a bookshop "ming ren shu ju"... n we goin jusco eat " cheese kok rice" hehe! yummy~

IpoH with Parents

"SoRRy for not updating my blog frequently  ..."

BUt.... i still noting down everything that has been happened around me..

30th August  :

Merdeka is cuming the another day.. MY PARENTS cuming!! wow!!! i would like to say that " i miss and love them". My parents and their frenz came Kampar and stayed 1 night here.. haha!! is time for me to "lau gai"~ huhuhu!! they reached at 2pm having their lunch at old town then straight away came to my hostel. Wanna gai gai with them actually.. But buT.., shit kampar only having TESCO HYPERMARKET.. isshh... haiz...i go bek to hotel with them after keeping the things that brought from them .. then, we go IPOH the another day to find some delicious food in ipoh. haha!!!! tot can shopping with them in ipoh... MANA tau they wanna find temple pulak.. den finally we found.. we oso ate "ipoh ho Fan" , "nga coi chicken" , white coffee.... wow!! many la~