i'm Landy ♥♥♥

Give up ; No more; impossible, CAN'T !

2011-05-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

心很乱，很烦，手又痒！
人就是犯贱！！

明明说好不去想
我有做到，但。。
一段时了，还是失败了。
这么多年了，还是放不下

整个人就是很辛苦
痴痴的等回复
打给他又不接

明明不可能的两个人
怎么还这么执着呢。。

回想起，总是觉得被利用
有时，觉得自己很笨
有时，又不觉得很笨
但，不管怎样
在当时总觉得值得
虽然到尾还是0.。
就是想为对方付出

我只想忘了这一却
虽然说有美好的回忆
但痛苦也不见得少

每当我想要忘记！忘记！
这只会让我更难忘记。。

常说做人要潇洒点
自己却又那么的不潇洒
所以啊，自己做不到
最好不要安慰人。。

放下，真的好难！
T_______T

想太多的两小时～

2011-05-08T11:32:00.000-07:00

做人，好难哦～

有很多事，很多永远都做不完的事情

学业，朋友，家里，钱

很多东西烦，脑都快残了！ T___T

朋友，我多的是～

好的，有几个～不好的，也有。。不熟的，一大堆～！

人要变，我们要阻止也没用

有些不懂要怎样说，变得很快，都没时间让你呼吸～

算了，好才，我对他不是很重友情，但对不起，你看错我了

谢谢你把我当好朋友，就当我没这个福气好了～

我不能接受，你转脸太快了，也不能接受你欺负我的朋友！

我可能，有时很鸟，不理不理酱，但我不是忙的～

我笑不代表我认同你～真心的，我自己懂～

好才，我有两个好姐妹。不多不少！ngam ngam 厚！

他们像我的亲姐姐一样

我爱他们！

好啦～不是爱啦～

但就是，他们有事，我肯定到咯！

他们开心，我就开心了～

我的金宝朋友都说，我很偏心！

只对她们两个这么好，其他全是草！T___T

奶奶的啦！表酱嘛～吃什么鬼醋啦！几岁鸟？！

爸妈呢？？？

当然也会烦几下咯～

我家的老板和小姐，整天都把爸妈气到要命咯～

妈在电话里，又想说又不想说的～弄到我心痒痒！

不用说了，肯定有我老哥的份，老姐也不可能这么安分～！

全部加起来，都几百岁了！

就不能让他们吗？一个就为了家里，一个为了生意，一个为了钱～！

我是没有钱啊～命一条～拿去咯～！

2岁时，就进了托儿所，因为家境不会很好，爸妈都从早做到晚，

为了赚多点钱。当然，太小了，还不懂事，懂事了，才知道父母很伟大得很可怜

我们就只会花他们辛苦赚来的钱。

我今年都21了，虽然还有一个月才满21啦～

突然觉得好累，好累。。

做学生，每次都害怕考试，虽然都考了这么多年

对，是害怕失败，让人看不起，也为了保着爸妈的脸

他们一天比一天老了，但当他们告诉朋友说；我女儿读大学啊～

他们那样子是我这辈子没法忘的！

我不爱读书，但为了他们，一切都值得～

他们脸上一条一条的皱纹，磨损的手指，年老的脸孔，看了还真的不舍得

看着他们累了然后睡着的样子，好心疼。。（哥，姐，你们又懂吗？）

但我想说；爸妈，我一定会好好孝顺你们！我保证！

对不起，每天让你们担心太多。。对不起～

我毕业了，会努力工作, 给我半年的时间，让我背起你们的负担，好吗？

每当想起你们，我会想说，爸～你的脚有好点吗？妈～心脏还有痛吗？有好点吗？

爸都要70了，还要驾着罗里卖水果，妈都60了，依然陪着爸做生意。。

我就在花钱，拼老命的花！想想，我真的太不会想了。。

我懂，爸喜欢一家人在一起的感觉～

妈，喜欢孩子们都会家陪他们聊聊天～

我懂！我都懂～

你们整天说，我只会说，对不起啊·～让你们失望了。

我保证，这次大考完了，会多点陪你们的，好吗？

不要再用那种不信任的眼光看我叻～你女儿会害羞的！哈哈！

现在，正在大考～但因考试期间，空太多天了，弄得我没心情了～该死的！

想到这，我每天都在内疚啊·～～

每天考试前，妈都会跟我说，不要紧张懂吗？妈咪都支持你，祝你成功，一切都会顺利的～

妈那温柔和体贴的声音～给了我很大的信心！我会的，妈咪！

今天是母亲节～妈，我想说，我真想每一辈子都做您的女儿可以吗？爸也是！

我妈昨天叫我，贴高枕头想要怎样拿出孝心来喔！当给她最好的“妈妈借”礼物！

哇！大考都弄到我脑残料～还要想！呜呜～

没法了，她就是我最爱的老妈子！

等我会去，我一定会好好apply我的孝心的！xP

好了，今天好像真的脑残了～写酱久都不懂些什么！==‘’

泳儿 - 原来爱情那么难

2011-03-28T09:25:00.000-07:00

this song is so nice and was recommended by my sis-Kimberly Wong. It has a beauty melody and meaningful lyrics!~ Love it.

泳儿 - 原来爱情那么难

作词：王雅君
作曲：李志源

为什么爱会下起雨来
为什么我们越走越散
为什么笑有点不自然
为什么我的爱有点不安
眼泪排山倒海再抵挡不了伤害
我们的爱结束在这个夜晚
春夏冬暖多需要有你的陪伴
此刻我一个人习惯孤单
爱最痛的呼喊是不能够再重来
多年后我却牢牢记在脑海
幸福再来我依然会充满期待
找回爱最初的幸福港湾
眼泪排山倒海再抵挡不了伤害
我们的爱结束在这个夜晚
快乐太难太心酸我才发现了孤单
原来爱情真那么难
原来爱情那么难

放棄...也是另一種幸福

2011-03-19T00:51:00.000-07:00

有一種愛，掛著淚珠，但很淒美，它叫做放棄！

放棄真的是另一種愛，放棄真的是另一種幸福？

確切的說，放棄是另一種方式的擁有！

自己狼狽地退出，這不是偉大，而是因為在放與不放之間我明白了。

感情是不能勉強的，也勉強不來，

就算我死死地抓住，抓住的是什麼？

是傷痕，是痛苦！

把手握緊，裡面什麼也沒有，

把手鬆開，我擁有的是一切。

最痛苦的，莫過於是徘徊在放與不放之間的那一段。

真正下決心放棄了，反而，會有一種釋然的感覺。

從此，痛和愛都深深埋進心裡。

人生就是這樣，難免有痛，難免有傷。

無論我是否曾經抓住抑或遠去，那些東西都不可能離我而去。

雖然有些事不能回首，有些回憶不能梳理，有些人只能永遠埋藏。

愛上一個人是一件很麻煩的事，

特別是你不知不覺中會為他.....

放棄了很多事，為他做了很多事。

而他卻死終堅持某種東西，不肯放棄時，

那你是走進一個地獄，很苦很苦。

特別是到最後他卻說，錯的是你，這一切是你自找的。

一個人一生可以愛上很多人的。

而等你獲得真正屬於你的幸福之後，

你就會明白以前的放棄其實是一種財富，

放棄讓你學會更好地去把握和珍惜。

不是因為你得到了想得到的，

而是因為你是在為自己而活，所以你要學會放棄。

放棄是一門藝術，它不是叫你盲目的逃避，

而是要你明白痛苦的維繫還不如放棄！

學會放棄，在落淚以前轉身離去，留下簡單的背影。

將昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回憶。

學會放棄，讓彼此都能有個更輕鬆的開始，

遍體鱗傷的愛並不一定就刻骨銘心！

愛一個人，就要讓他快樂，讓他幸福，使那份感情更誠摯。

如果你做不到，還是放手吧！

放棄何嘗不是另一種美麗！

一抹朝陽雲散盡撫琴訴情悠揚徹雲霄此番心思堪誰知縱

是無情亦有情許多的事情，

總是在經歷過以後才會懂得。

比如感情，痛過了，才會懂得如何保護自己。

傻過了，才會懂得適時的堅持與放棄，

在得到與失去中我們慢慢地認識自己。

其實，生活並不需要這麼些無謂的執著，

沒有什麼就真的不能割捨。

學會放棄，生活會更容易。

學會放棄，在落淚以前轉身離去，留下簡單的背影。

學會放棄，將昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回憶。

學會放棄，讓彼此都能有個更輕鬆的開始，

遍體鱗傷的愛並不一定就刻骨銘心。

這一程情深緣淺，走到今天，已經不容易，

輕輕地抽出手，說聲再見，真的很感謝，這一路上有你。

曾說過愛你的，今天，仍是愛你。

只是，愛你，卻不能與你在一起。

我永远的姐妹 ♥♥♥

2011-03-09T11:43:00.000-08:00

忙了几天；没什么睡；吃不好；又睡不好。

今天总算搞定1个presentation. 还有两个！T_T

有几天都没陪姐妹聊天了，有点过意不去，

就到他的部落格看看她的境况！

刚开始看，怎么就是觉得怪怪的，有点酸酸低...

天！给她弄哭了！就知道不对路！然后马上回comment 投诉！哼！

姐！对，你是生病了，但你依然是你，没有和别人不同！

我们就像有灵性的姐妹，重来没有说用不同的眼光看你！你是知道的！

你唯一和别人不同的就是，

美丽天真的笑容，活泼的性格，坚强的意志力！佩服你都来不及了！~

我知道，有时，你是要让我们心安，所以每天就陪我们傻笑！

我知道你心里是真的真的很脆弱，换成其他人都会！（我当然也不例外）

我知道你会说，说倒是容易，因为我们不是你。

我们只能做的就是，在你身边默默地给你支持，不要放弃！

爸爸妈咪还有我们总来都没放弃过你！一秒都不会！

当你说痛的时候，我会哄哄你，

你哭时，就陪你哭（因为我肯定忍不住），

想听歌时，就唱歌给你听，

当你说闷时，陪你聊天或讲些有的没的给你听，念 av部落格给你听！笑话啊·～

姐，我再说一次，你不是一个人，爱你的人通通在你身旁！♥♥♥

虽然，这些都只能用电话才做到，对不起啊～

但，我想说，姐，这只是过渡期，一过了，天就晴朗了,懂吗?

你的每刻每秒都有我们，觉不会离你多一步。

当然，你也要遵守诺言，不能离我们多一步，知道吗？

没有你，我们会比你现在更痛苦100倍！可以想象吗？

我们不知道明天回发生什么事，只有天知道。

即使是个健康的人，分分钟钟都会倒下～

所以不论你健康还是不健康，都一样要过，

这个地球是圆的，所以没有停止转动过，

如果有天地球是四方的多么好，我们可以停下脚步，

把一切美好的通通留住，那么人们都能幸福的活在当下咯～

唉～想得美！

老天爷就是爱玩，偏要把我们搞的人不像人，鬼不像鬼，才甘愿·～

全世界的人类都是老天爷的棋子，我们没得选择，

唯有能一天的过一天，都已经赚到了，明天又是个好天～懂吗？

我们很幸福了，有个完整的家，有爱我们的人，朋友和姐妹～

我珍惜和你们相遇的缘分！也不会有一秒的后悔！

所以为了身边的人，也为为自己好吗？×坚持×

如果如果你想要离开我们，也得等我说可以！懂吗？

好啦。。如果老天爷真的想你了，那我会请求他，拜托他，一定要好好照顾你，你要还的，今世已经还完了，下世会过得比今世更精彩！好吗？当然，不要想这些东东最好，好好的，每次让我们心惊胆跳的！唉～不好咯你！xD

我们爱你哦～♥ 要好好的珍惜每一天，那么天天都是好天！♥ xP

♥♥♥友谊可以大过天。死党不是说说而已♥♥♥

I LOVE them ♥♥♥

2011-02-28T06:30:00.000-08:00

I was awake at 10.30am yesterday den study Logistics until 4am today's morning. But then i have my paper today at 8 o'clock in the morning!!! OMG! don worry, i m still able to memorize and reach class earlier before the exams get started. Actually, i just wanted to read through due not so believing the scopes that gave by my lecturer but its soo lazy and no time for me to study all the stuffs.

Well, i received a SWEET mms by Kim yesterday night. Its about 7 photos of her and Ling !! Lols.. They didn't forget i have exam today and thus still sent me a support message. Touched! Other than My parents, they are also my motivation! Thus, i always tell myself, I have to study hard because of them! and i know i can do it well! After today's paper, i feel so wanted to hug them!!! cos i never regret to hear what they always tell me. i know all the questions in the test!! i really appreciate their love so much!

Hopefully i can get a result in tis subject.BEsides, Thanks for their support! aiks.. should stop now. i m so tired today due to my classes from 8am till 8pm. Monday really Blueessss lor. Can change color anot?! haha ^^

I'm BACK !

2011-02-23T03:02:00.000-08:00

wow.. It has been 1 year i din't update my blog. So sorry to say that.

Actually i start blogging is becos of get influenced by my frens while we are now no longer keep in touch anymore. There are so much things happened in last year, beautiful memories, Sad memories, happy memories..haiz. As conclusion, most of the people, things has changed due to the environment surrounding us has change too.

Beautiful memories created by KIM and LiNG ( my two sister). i feel so happy to know them in my life. Although we are at different places, but our care to each other will never less. Well, i believe dis is our fate to know each other in dis life. My stress or pressure will disappear when i meet with them or when i receive their calls. They are so sweet and can really be my real sister lo *but my real sister very cruel wan*!!! i like playing, talking, laughing and shopping*although i m diff size compared with them* with them together. We can talking non-stop and so not willing to end our talks evrytime when we meet. Feeling like the day we 3 together will pass very fast. We will share our stories to each other everytime when we meet. *i LOVE stories*! haa. I like to take photos with them but so bad cos i dint look good in photos. haiz. T-T We playing kite at kota laksamana during CNY, dat feeling so good. How good if we can lying on the field. haiz... But, we took so many photos on that day by SOMEONE. So thank you to her anyway. Dis really help us in creating so much beautiful memories. anyway, i really LOVE them.

SaD memories sure very sad de lo. But its over. i will try my best to forget dat person. its useless for me to think anymore. i should very clear on this. Well, i will do as wad i have promised to my sis KIM and LING. We 3 have to work hard together and i believe we can go over thru all the difficulties and challenges. Smile!! i really so happy to have you two sister!!!

*I will keep update my blog if im free lar ya. bye!

fate？

2009-12-01T08:13:00.000-08:00

一直以为的友情，
尽然如此，
我无言以对，
唯有一切随缘，
勉强得到的未必是你原想要的，
犹如 “可遇，不可求！”
我再次的亲身体会到
或许我该放下了，
开心的过每一天，
踏实的做回自己，
有缘必然会相聚，
是我想要的。。

大考就来临了，
我想好好地准备一番，
但死人facebook成天让我寸手不离，
手好痒啊~
我顶要想办法搞定它！
不然我真的要崩溃咯！！！

speechless

2009-11-20T08:41:00.000-08:00

我刚到某个朋友的部落格逛了逛

周遭发生的事情接二连三的重演

不由自主地

他让自己变得更弱小了

他的心情随着改变

我能了解

但他总说我不是他

不能理解。。

我疑惑为甚么？

我承认，我靠的是运气。

我并不聪明，死读是我唯一生存的机会。

或许不是每个人都能接受如此理由。。

但我只能这样说。

朋友，

成绩不代表一切，

我希望你不要轻易放弃

虽说你已厌倦听类似的话

生为你的朋友

我有义务告诉你

希望你能找回你那傲气的气派，自信的眼神！

在我心里，

你不是等于 “ 0 "

你是永远的 100 ！

只要你相信，梦想就会成真！

我不介意做你的倾诉着

因为你是我的朋友

而我也珍惜我们之间的友情。。

大考的气派慢慢接近了

朋友们，要加油哦！

i Have No Idea

2009-11-20T08:11:00.000-08:00

NO matter

what you guys think of me

what you guys say on me

what u guys do not like me

what u guys like me

what u guys singing behind me

what u guys pointing behind me

I DON'T CARE!

NO matter

what i do

what i talk

what i sing

what i lie

what i meet

what i face

i would like to SHARE WITH U...

some people will think of i m "tat kind" of ppl
always say DONOE, NO, TAK TAU...
if not mistaken,
u guys always think i m lying on u all..
*SIGH*
( I AM NOT !!!!!!!!! )

if u are my frenz,

i hope u trust me,

btw,

as ur frenz,

i wil always be ur side,

i will lend my hand to u whenever u want, i PROMISE!

as long as u need !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* well, i really feel happy with my currently life... i enjoy everyday with my frens... and we are much more closer than before.. we share, play, talk, sing, study,skip class, dance"sorry sorry", laugh together evryday~*

( i love u frenz !!!!!!!!!!!! )

I'm Back ..

2009-11-20T07:34:00.000-08:00

hi, guys~ !

i m back again... =)

i gonna sharing with u guys everything that had happened around me this week...

Monday - i have my last presentation "Advertising n Promotion" .. fuiyoohhhh!!!!! finally FINISHED!!!

Tuesday - noty ex classmate organized BBQ n of sure we have been invited too!!! VIP wor~ haha! ULCER cuming that night...WHAT THE.....

Wednesday - my fren "tang dai fu" said wanna supply medicine for me sommore... "HUH"...!!! haiz, she forgot the another day... *SAD* ..but then she supplied me "GARLIC " medi.. "Will u eat?" unfortunately, i have eaten it since she told me is vitamin C.. T-T... what a WEIRD flavor of VITAMIN C (=='') ... of coz.. my ULCER stil growing HEALTHILY.. =( between, i start coughing at night... cant sleep well...Zzz

Thursday - i like this day much! this is becoz its only 1 class on every Thursday! wahhh... afterwards, i can sleep as much as i like... i wil attend the class normally BUT i skip the class that day... coz of not feeling well.. cough, sniffles make me breath hardly... haha!!! i have informed my mum tat day so wont feel much guilty.. nyiak nyiak nyiak~ wow!!! CRAZY DAY!!!! i faced all the sick's symptom but my head stil not very hot .. n this makes me feel i will b ok if i drink more water!! but i doesnt feel good at night... i have eat nothing at night.. til i pengsan den straight away sleep til the other morning... *GENG* leh? hehe...

Friday - is TODAY.. i still considering whether goin or not goin the class... haiz... headache! haha!! i attend the class finally due to " KIA SI" ... kaka!! ummm... everythg is ok today... but due to i keep coughing in the class today, make me feel discomfort n besides paise... coz disturbing some of my frens who is paying attention in the class..While at 8PM, fuiyohhhhh!!!!!!!!!! can go bek home le... i miss my bed n dinner~

n til now 11.22pm i m prepare to sleep after taking medi...

Saturday - having STEAMBOT with my lovely housemate tomorrow ! exciting!!! =)

GOOD NITEz

Bodies Of Three UTAR Students Who Drowned At Kampar Waterfall Found

2009-11-01T10:17:00.000-08:00

KAMPAR, Nov 2 -- The bodies of three Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) students, who had drowned at the Batu Berangkai Waterfall, here, were found late Sunday night.

Yew Shy Gin's body was found at 11.10pm, and the other two bodies, at 10.20pm and about midnight.
The first body was found about 300 metres from the spot where they were last seen and the second and third bodies were discovered not far from where the first body was found. All the three bodies were sent to the Kampar District Hospital.

However, another student who was also swept by the strong current, managed to swim to safety.

Abdul Aziz said a search and rescue operation following information received was immediately mounted by the police with the help of a fire and rescue team and villagers.

The incessant rain, the swift current and darkness had hampered the search operation.

A witness, Syed Sarudin Syed Shamsuddin, 41, said the incident happened after heavy rain at the waterfall area.

"My three children and I had sought shelter at a hut on the river bank while the three victims and others continued swimming in the river.

"The water level rose slowly before I heard a loud gush of water pounding on the rocks and saw four people being swept away by the swift current," he recalled.

A villager, Razali Abdullah, 32, said he was nearby at the time but could not help the victims as the current was very swift.

"I heard cries for help and saw three people struggling in the swift-flowing water," he said.

According to Razali, the UTAR students and others seen picnicking there about 3pm were advised by the local residents to go home as the waterfall could be dangerous during the rainy season.

Perak Menteri Besar Datuk Dr Zambry Abdul Kadir and state executive councillor Datuk Dr Mah Hang Soon visited the scene of the incident Sunday night.

Dr Mah said the 22-year-old second-year accounting student from Kuala Lumpur who survived the incident only had minor injuries.

The incident happened a week after three primary schoolchildren drowned in the Kampar River when the suspension bridge they were walking on with several other pupils collapsed.

May three of them rest in the peace...

where's ur smile goin?

2009-10-27T09:38:00.000-07:00

i realizing some of my friends facing some kinda problems that i do not face right now which is their LOVE story.. this kind of things is very complicated... and is also non of our business of course. But.. friends... be strong and think twice before u do ANYTHINGS... please be remember of what you want to pursue actually? If u think of what u do is right den just do it.. but if its affected u... please stop.. and wake up now!!!!!!
i have been lost my friend smiles... i have nothing expected to u... but be happy always... think of people who caring you much...they are worrying of u also...

Blogging ?

2009-10-27T09:20:00.000-07:00

new semester is starting now...as usual and its only BORING i can express my feelings now!
many people asking me of " WHy u not updated ur blog frequently? " "what for u blogging?"
i have really be sick of tats all kind of questions...
sorry for any offences...
Blogging is interesting especially reading peoples blog..i do..
but... blogging is sharing your things that happened around us in other ways rite?
and i promise will post and sharing with u guys if happen any interesting o other else.
But den i still totally disagree of what people saying should updated the blog everyday..

hopeless

2009-09-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

speechless...
not even know how to describe tat kind of feelings...
like studying?
nope... is just studying for the certificate only!
don try to say NO!
this is a reality world...
u will look down by people without owning a certificate ...
but because of this certificate....
what happen to the student?
Student start forcing themselves study study study and study....
memorizing memorizing and memorizing all the slides and notes given..
den write it out on the exam paper..
most of the student do not realize on what they are actually writing..
Smart student will straightly kick out and delete the subject file from their mind...
Smart student will tear up the paper and throw into the rubbish bin provided ..
Smart student will cry out ...
Smart student will feel exhausted..
Smart student will console their frenz who are sad...
Smart student will think of Don wanna study anymore...
smart student wil choose to commit suicide...
Smart student will start becoming a NUN and MONK...
that's all the ways smart student release their tension..
with these all kinda idiot ways...
u will only feel that is still a hope...
many people are waiting you...
waiting you graduated ...
waiting you taking over their business...
more and more...
i feel tired ...
but i realize on there's still some of the secret hidden in the corner of my heart...
Panadol ? like it?
i have been addicted with it these few days..
it totally manage me ....
study until every morning 8.30am...
but its actually dreaming all the Night...
Empty brain till every morning..
sleep with alarm everyday ...
gastric everyday...
eat medicine everyday...
complaining myself everyday...
conclusion...... its meaningless a to be a human....

Friends

2009-09-22T13:50:00.000-07:00

Thanks for telling me what shud i do and what i should not do...
well, i hope evryone is fine.. and i promise will not do such things again.
i would like to say sorry...

Exam.. exam.. exam......

2009-09-22T13:40:00.000-07:00

I have my Microeconomics as my 1st paper, den cuming up with Quantitative Techniques 1...
i already well prepared for my Micro paper ..well, its still ok with it...
2 more days, QT 1 killed me... it "radically" affect my mood n my determination to fight for the other 3 papers which is Commercial Business Law, Marketing and Information System until 29th september..
i cant stop to think bek my careless in QT paper.. i cried out after walked out the hall and calling my mum..
My mum just told me study harder n prepare for the nex paper... den i call my sister n told her my feelings... i feel still ok after calling my sister. thanksz.. i really appreciate... i wanna thanksz My frenz Theng too.. coz she speaked out suddenly which accompany me go A box wor... its really shock to me.. i noe she actually donwanna go but she still say out so hope i wont too sad n gived me some advise too.. hehe! thx ya!
Tommorow my Law paper is cuming... n i m now havent memorise all the cases and section that annoyed me this few days..... so, i already tell myself i must study hard in this last 3 papers to get bek my CGPA ! i hope i can do it!!! God bless me~

Wan Theng's BIRTHDAY..

2009-09-22T13:28:00.000-07:00

11st SEPTEMBER :

Theng's birthday cuming !!! haha....
well, as her frenz and oso one of her Marketing TG2 classmates sure having a BiG surprise for her ~
Most of our classmate have planned an idea which is brought theng to BIG "A" box to celebrate her 19th Birthday... haha... As one of the actor in this planning, i acted stomachache at mamak and ask Harvard fetch us to A box so i can borrow toilet there bcause kuan yue gonna take somethings from her frenz near there. hmnn... while other actors is already waiting at A box n prepare evrythings. i sms Alex when i goin in the car.. but the message sending out late...Unfortunately, when we reached A box, we saw some of the actors "keng gai" there wor... haha!!! omg...!!PECAH LUBANG !! sad... our wonderful planning gone again... ishhh... tat moment, they eyes to eyes with us and run up to the A box.. haha!!! it was damn funny!! Before that, we bought 2 cakes to celebrate with Theng.. there are limited Cakes shop in kampar while Theng love in Blueberry flavour cake... so we choose shop by shop to find some special cakes n finally bought 2 cakes which is Blueberry chesse and Mint in flavour ice cream cake... yummy oo!!! I hope Theng can feel our LOVE n happy with her 19th birthday.... although most of us will different class in this cuming sem 2..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~

hehe!!!

TesCo kampar

2009-09-22T13:03:00.000-07:00

07th SEPTENBER : 

Jom JOM!!!!!!! Tesco again.. sienz = =''
We bought some foods for our preparation of cuming final ..
We go clothes department n saw some OK clothes... den ACTION lo..
We try n try , change n change till the workers of the department there tak boleh tahan! haha!! so paise ....
me n cher hui keep changing clothes in the fitting room n taking photo^^ hehe

Jalan jaLan in IpOH

2009-09-22T12:47:00.000-07:00

06th SePTEMBER :

We suddenly discussed to go IPOH in the morning which is about 1am in theng's house when we study together..
So, me, theng,QQ, peggy took 9am bus in old town to IPOH .. We have been shopping IPOH PARADE, JUSCO, & Secret Recepi ... hehe!!!
But donoe y... i lost the feeling of "enthusiasm" in buying clothes that day...Luckily, they bought some clothes not lik me... til bek to kampar oso buying nothing.. haha!!! nvm... i m Ok.. because can save some money ~ ^^... we having our lunch in a bookshop "ming ren shu ju"... n we goin jusco eat " cheese kok rice" hehe! yummy~

IpoH with Parents

2009-09-22T12:11:00.000-07:00

"SoRRy for not updating my blog frequently ..."

BUt.... i still noting down everything that has been happened around me..

30th August :

Merdeka is cuming the another day.. MY PARENTS cuming!! wow!!! i would like to say that " i miss and love them". My parents and their frenz came Kampar and stayed 1 night here.. haha!! is time for me to "lau gai"~ huhuhu!! they reached at 2pm having their lunch at old town then straight away came to my hostel. Wanna gai gai with them actually.. But buT.., shit kampar only having TESCO HYPERMARKET.. isshh... haiz...i go bek to hotel with them after keeping the things that brought from them .. then, we go IPOH the another day to find some delicious food in ipoh. haha!!!! tot can shopping with them in ipoh... MANA tau they wanna find temple pulak.. den finally we found.. we oso ate "ipoh ho Fan" , "nga coi chicken" , white coffee.... wow!! many la~

miss u ^^

2009-08-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

OH MY GooDness...

i miss my brother SoO much.. i Only have 1 brother who make me feel he loves n care her sister(me)..of coz my another 2 sisters love me too..

i don even like to talk to my brother when i was small.. for me, he is a evil that time.. coz he always scolded by daddy n mummy.. like clubbing n bring different GAL fren back to home .. i don lik him is becoz of my jealousing.. he do not care me after he has gal fren.. so unfair !!! i really can feel that.. but wat to do.. cant jealous much la.. haha! we talk less at home if both of us nid helps den we will only talk.. wat kind of brother sister we r! haha.. i noe my brothers care me lots since i m in foundation... i stil remember tat.. he drunk tat day and he told me must study hard.. don let ppl look down on us.. just call him if i facing any problems o needs suggestions.. lots lots he told me tat nitez.. but he is working as a phone technician in china right now.. i mis him soooo much.. i cry everytime i mis him.. i wanna noe whether he stil ok with the new environment there? wondering others.. lik can he sleep well? eat well? omg... i lik his mum jor..keke.. he told me becoz of money.. he had to go there to learn more n find more money.. i always blame myself.. wat can i do to my family.. wat i can do is only study.. graduate.. work.. tats the only way i can do.. i saw my brother online juz now... omg.. i really mis him to much and i hope he will com bek sooOn..i juz wanna tell him.." daddy n mummy mis u too, must work hard there.. we mis u n wil wait u bek~"

scary FinaL is cuming..

2009-08-26T10:08:00.000-07:00

gonna 1 month din cum my blog "phow" jor..keke!! paise~ i donoe how to describe my feeling recently. can i say happy o sad? i m happy coz my lovely parents r goin to cum up kampung kampar to visit their cute daughter (me) this cuming saturday n wil only b bek on sunday~ wahhhh!~ cant wait to giv a BIG HUG to them~ my heart feel warm when think bek of it.. BUT.. unfortunately, i m sad too... evil is cuming 2 disturb~ which is week 14 is the last study week of this sem which is nex week is cuming.. oh god! which mean FINAL IS CUMING SOON!!! ths scary event gonna happen! haiz.. i think i can handle it at least all pass but it make me even more worst now..

i LOSE my STUDY MOOD!! issshhh... geram betul!!! start doin tutorial ques from ths weeks jor.. "hard + difficult + not understand + don0e where to ask = died"~ this was a FORMULA cum out from my mind yesterday.. nvm~ i start doin revision..fine~ til today beginning of marketing clas.. wow~ i realise.. marketing is really nice n wondering why i just wanna concentrate in lecture class 2day? dont u think its too late? haiz.. "mou gai " la.. stil have to study myself n study together with frens.. its raining today.. i have face booked 2 hours after class .. feel guilty.. but think the other ways.. tell myself is one of the way for me to release tension so i can more concentrate in study lo.. i feel happy after think it.. haha!!! den washed my clothes, keep my messy room.. bath.. watching drama "gu leng jing tan B" .. opps!!!!!! sei lo...zzz... i have wasted my whole day.. haiz.. gonna cry but wanna sleep... when wanna sleep, evil cums up again! haizzzzzzzzzz.... cham ahhh~ 2morrow 10am class- BUSINESS LAW.. shud i sleep now? my fate so cham...

i m sorry to u..

2009-08-03T11:34:00.000-07:00

i become more darker than before jor.. SAD!!! my fren al saying me dark n lik malay gal... wuwu~ so HURT ah.. yam gong~ y this happen to me? haiz... nvm la.. i oso dark before.. wil white again..don wry! hehe... =='' this is wat i always do to myself..haha! i only having my brunch, 3 in 1 again.. hungry~ mus keep fit ah.. coz feel myseld getting more heavier especially when i go upstair bek to my room.. ohhh!~ tat feeling not good at all !!! so start eat less lo.. doin assignment again 2day.. haiz.. same feeling~ i call "my FREN"..unfortunately,"my FREN" din answer my phone and also dint see my message i leave to him.. i actually "yu jor" he wont answer my phone de la..FINE~ i do his part lo.. after tat, theng have 2 edit again.. i feel sorry to her once again..haiz.. i also donnoe how to describe "my FREN".. speechless.. no comment jor.. i also donoe wat "my FREN" actually doin.. he is actually nice to be fren, but i disagree the ways he doin assignment.. SERIOUSLY, we are really headache when facing u.. r u really like tat? the 1st impression u giving us are totally different compare with now.. quite disappointed .. i really hope u will change it.. haiz.. i m ok but most cham is theng.. she needs to edit all the assignment.. read through again all the lecture notes to avoid writing in the wrong directions.. pity her~ i still have to see her edit again n again.. y i cant help her? haiz.. i already try my best.. i really sorry~ i mus learn n always back up..so my frens no nid so cham..!
jia you!!!~ i really hope i can do it~

SPORT CARNIVAL 2009, UTAR

2009-08-02T10:52:00.000-07:00

din log in few days jor... my hand start gatal .. ~hehe..
SPORT CARNIVAL 2009 looks excited n interesting? sommore is 8pm-6pm o~haha..
this is my 1st time 2 become "helper" haha!~ its really out of wat i expected.. less people til u feel pity.. tats y i almost fall asleep at there..haha.. cant guess it rite? me 2~ but i meet some new frens there.. they r nice n friendly 2 =) at least i gt somthgs frm ths "sport carnival".. haha~ erm... but damn tired 2day.. but quite enjoy 2day.. hope 2 becom helper again.. but hope nex time don 2 sienz.. if not its really wasting again my another pity sunny sunday~ wat a wonderful sunday i have actually.. i m not blamming but thx theng n jess 4 asking n hoping now.. i willing 2 challenge wat i have meet!~ coz i m enjoying my uni life here~ hope u tooO.. smiles wil really brighten ur dayz.. trust me.. ^^

me n theng

my new friends at sport carnival 2009

my poor life~

2009-07-26T15:27:00.001-07:00

haiz...goin 2 submit IS assign later... the "F" always sleep earlier n always do last minute works..
the "F" tot that he d done his part.. den he no nid 2 do others part again..
so left wat? left me n theng 2 pity gals doin til now lo.. i stil ok..but theng more cham~
i d try my best 2 do all i sholud do.. but when the time i stop down n relax..
i thk bek of him!! "F"!!! y he can act lik nothing? omg!!!! argh!! wanna scream out!!
but CANt...but its d "morning"..
i really pissed off in facing stupid assign..but i really seriously treat it in positive way..but..haiz..have 2 put more effort... n oso improve my oor english..
now d 6.33 am .. hungy,tired n sleepy... wat the life i m having?
when i told my mum, my mum always scold me n ak me bek 2 melacca n study at MMU..haiz..but don wanna leave my life here...here gt lots of my kind n friendy friend..
But i m now missing my family especially my mummy n daddy... i love the way they care me.. i don not mean they din care me before la.just may din bek 2 melacca quite a long time jor..i miss them... haiz.. opps... theng sending me the assign report jor.. i m gonna 2 print out, taping n sleep early... God, Pls don giv me dream the "F"!!!! i will "pek sei" him!~ argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IpohhhH~

2009-07-19T13:00:00.000-07:00

haha!! ths was the photo we took yesterday - ipoh perade fitting room~! wakaka!!! damn funny!~ a very very very super super smal fitting room can fix 5 of us~! omg!!!

as usual..we took photo when we r waiting o finised buying.. "kachak"~ a "quan kah fok" -kantonese, cuming out~! haha!!

here r my fren in my new degree life~ is nice 2 noe them~ they r funny n nice talker~ n they r really smart student in my heart!~ i start joining n study 2gether v them for the mid term test..Ghost!!!!!! i lik theirs study ways...!! but the mot cham is can only sleep few hours..coz feel stress when see them so hardwork..aiyoo! cum bek cum bek!!i lik ths photo much after editing ~ haha~ nice ma?

well..ths photo is me n da theng taking in the fitting room 2 before we take "quan kah fok"! haha!! wakkkkkkaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat 2 say huh? ermmm..i really thx her much!~ coz she gave me many opinion when i buying clothes..haha!!! finally, i bought the 1 i lik~ she told me " yi jian zhong qing" is very important in buying clothes oso by professor crystal~..haha!! yup! i totally agree v them!~ becoz of the concept... i bought a new bag n "kotak" clothes~ haa!! pokai again~..T.T

wow~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!they are my new classmate .. n they are GAY PARTNER!!!!!! hehe... nope la!!! they r NOT gay partner !! jz they always like 2 act ny la~ hehe..don mistaken !wat do u al think if u only see the photo ? haah!! sry ya,alex-pink color shirt! i doest mean tat!Justin is a cute guy n always smile when he open his mouth..cant tahan! he likes animal much~ his t shirt is eagle n his jacket is a Tiger ... omg!! Alex ahh..erm... he is quite nice n cute la!!! damn funny guy~always say " ni jiu hao lo, ke yi jiang fei!~"hehe~they are quite gentleman n help ladies taking this n tat..n they oso quite enjoying theirs shopping well~ KL ppl wor~ don lik shopping? keke~! impossible!!!!!!!!

HAVE A NICE DAY~

u r killing me!

2009-07-15T21:17:00.000-07:00

long time din write dong dong here jor~jz started my blog n now i m saying lazy jor..wat the hell huh...haha! i very tired ths few days..n moody~ but i din show out la.. after having the fucking law paper..i really release my stress..4 me, law is really difficult!! but do k la..coz its over~
i having my marketing lecture clas yesterday..but i cant expect ths sucks thgs wil happen..haiz..
my fren noe abt her results..she is ok actually..but ... i jz wanna tel my frens..don blame urself! u should learn how 2 stand up! we r a gang!~ we wil always b bside u n support u! ohh~ com on..u can do it! i really hope my fren can find bek her confidence ! "such a beautiful sentence" haha^^
don easily giv up ya~ sommore,lets talking my IS paper...T.T is only 3 out of 50! let me die la~! haiz..don k la!! maketing n QT paper ths saturday! sucksz! have 2 study le~ bye~!

insomnia again~ feeling b4 exam..

2009-07-10T15:05:00.000-07:00

wow... i awake at 2.30 pm 2day~ my room stil romantic n lik havent morning yet~
but when i see my phone..omg! its 2 late..so as usual,i having my breakfast at 4.30pm almost 5pm jor.."cup mee" ~keke! den da theng ajak goin format laptop! kaka..but almost all the shop is close..donoe y?! so weird..den we go bicycle shop near "heng long" restaurant coz da theng bicycle sort sort jor..den we saw a malay computer shop .. den we ma go in n ask him abt the price lo...mana tau..he asking me 2 giv him see my laptop wor..den he said no format oso nvm de..jz giv him a look..sure i giv him look lo..he seems lik donoe wats wrong v my laptop.. he is wasting our time but paise wana tel him wor. finally..
Da theng: bang ah..lama lagi tak? kita kesuntukan masa..nak balik ni..
guy : ok..sekejap lagi..
Da theng: kk..
guy : siapa guna ur laptop lagi..kecuali u sendiri?
me : i punya abang.
guy : oh...patutlah..(laughing)
Da theng: mayb he saw "yellow" thgs inside..
me : ya hor! omg.. i 4gt delete ah~!
Da theng n me : (keep on laughing)

its really a 1st time buat myself malu...ishhh! keke!!!!!!
after bek 2 home..i start taking out my law n study..omg..i have find out almost al the words..i cant understand without reading repeatly..T.T my poor life~ Da theng mesage me at 12.30am n ask yum cha 2 relax wor... haha!!! my butt a bit noty.. so i said ok lo...sella oso goin~
the way we cycling 2 ABC mamak, i keep on sweating coz i hear them say abt law...donnoe..i really "fang kong" tat moment...i start scaring..n i almost din hear they cal me!~ i really sked tat moment...den i din order any food after we reached ABC coz donoe y stil in scaring mode..after we al eat n talking non sense..we bek da theng house 2 continue our studies.. hovard is trying 2 explain 2 me n qq...but i feel so sry 2 da theng n hovard .. coz i act lik donwanna hear wat they r trying 2 explain 4 me.. its really out of control..i donoe wat the hell i m doin..i should hear wat they say n 2 help myself so.. but after calm down.. i start hearing wat they r explaining chapter by chapter... finally..i get som thgs frm them... but due 2 my poor english language...haiz..is really limited! i tell myself i wil started study my final exam early..coz i don wan always left behind of ppl.. now is d 6.28am, i start feeling tired. i wil charging full my battery, n fight 4 my exam ! i noe i can do it although its so tough 4 me! ~

jz 1 last dance by sarah connor

2009-07-09T13:32:00.000-07:00

Whole day life~

2009-07-09T07:56:00.000-07:00

Wow...unbelivable i m writingblog now..keke...

i overslept 2day..jz awake when my fren da theng call me..i feel so tired n wanna lying bek 2 my warm bed..but cant ah~ wil "zhat" by da theng n ky later.. coz always ponteng.wah...i feel i m so pity..coz i cant sleep everyday nitez..while the time i really tired...its almost morning..only can sleep few hours only..so cham~how ? ==''haha...my classmate mr harvard is quite friendly n funny...i cant stop laughing when i see him..me, da theng, da ru n harvard zai go consult 2day..mana tau... baljit = "baldi" put us aeroplane..so we wait her frm 2 til 3.30pm...b4 tat, we 3 go fbf toilet..while ky "working" in toilet, me n da theng takes some photo til ky cum out den we 3 take photo again...keke...so funny ah we 3~den she reached her room n smile 2 us..omg..!!!! her nose is so long n mine so short n "keh mek"..==''after we consult..haha...we 3 walk bek 2 westlake..in the way we r walking bek, i feel heart so pain sommore n gt feel wor..keke..den go bek only shit shit lo..kampar raining 2day~feel cold n feel sleepy...after i change my sweetie orange pajamas.."dong" .. sleep jor..after awake...i cook 1 egg soup, 2 vege..keke~on diet ma... me n cher hui eat til so full yooo...sure we 2 can long live...wakaka!!!i wanna study law 2day...but lazy~should i sleep 1st n study later??i should sleep early 2nite den study 2mrw le?wow...so pek cek!!who is setting the LAW~ nothg 2 do ah?always set this kind of stupid thgs...haiz..... wow~ dai kah jie cuming up 2 teach me law..yuhoooo!!!haha~ but stil very blur~ths is cal "dai sei" la...hehe...sort jor..scold myself pulak! issshhh..si budak ni..keke!see how later lo..see wanna sleep o study..GoD bless me,plz!!! muackszz