心很乱,很烦,手又痒!
人就是犯贱!!
明明说好不去想
我有做到,但。。
一段时了,还是失败了。
这么多年了,还是放不下
整个人就是很辛苦
痴痴的等回复
打给他又不接
明明不可能的两个人
怎么还这么执着呢。。
回想起,总是觉得被利用
有时,觉得自己很笨
有时,又不觉得很笨
但,不管怎样
在当时总觉得值得
虽然到尾还是0.。
就是想为对方付出
我只想忘了这一却
虽然说有美好的回忆
但痛苦也不见得少
每当我想要忘记!忘记!
这只会让我更难忘记。。
常说做人要潇洒点
自己却又那么的不潇洒
所以啊,自己做不到
最好不要安慰人。。
放下,真的好难!
T_______T
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Sunday, May 8, 2011
想太多的两小时~
做人,好难哦~
有很多事,很多永远都做不完的事情
学业,朋友,家里 ,钱
很多东西烦,脑都快残了! T___T
朋友,我多的是~
好的,有几个~ 不好的,也有。。不熟的,一大堆~!
人要变,我们要阻止也没用
有些不懂要怎样说,变得很快,都没时间让你呼吸~
算了,好才,我对他不是很重友情,但对不起,你看错我了
谢谢你把我当好朋友,就当我没这个福气好了~
我不能接受,你转脸太快了,也不能接受你欺负我的朋友!
我可能,有时很鸟,不理不理酱,但我不是忙的~
我笑不代表我认同你~ 真心的,我自己懂~
好才,我有两个好姐妹。不多不少!ngam ngam 厚!
他们像我的亲姐姐一样
我爱他们!
好啦~不是爱啦~
但就是,他们有事,我肯定到咯!
他们开心,我就开心了~
我的金宝朋友都说,我很偏心!
只对她们两个这么好,其他全是草!T___T
奶奶的啦!表酱嘛~吃什么鬼醋啦!几岁鸟?!
爸妈呢???
当然也会烦几下咯~
我家的老板和小姐,整天都把爸妈气到要命咯~
妈在电话里,又想说又不想说的~弄到我心痒痒!
不用说了,肯定有我老哥的份,老姐也不可能这么安分~!
全部加起来,都几百岁了!
就不能让他们吗?一个就为了家里,一个为了生意,一个为了钱~!
我是没有钱啊~命一条~拿去咯~!
2岁时,就进了托儿所,因为家境不会很好,爸妈都从早做到晚,
为了赚多点钱。当然,太小了,还不懂事,懂事了,才知道父母很伟大得很可怜
我们就只会花他们辛苦赚来的钱。
我今年都21了,虽然还有一个月才满21啦~
突然觉得好累,好累。。
做学生,每次都害怕考试,虽然都考了这么多年
对,是害怕失败,让人看不起,也为了保着爸妈的脸
他们一天比一天老了,但当他们告诉朋友说;我女儿读大学啊~
他们那样子是我这辈子没法忘的!
我不爱读书,但为了他们,一切都值得~
他们脸上一条一条的皱纹,磨损的手指,年老的脸孔,看了还真的不舍得
看着他们累了然后睡着的样子,好心疼。。(哥,姐,你们又懂吗?)
但我想说;爸妈,我一定会好好孝顺你们!我保证!
对不起,每天让你们担心太多。。对不起~
我毕业了,会努力工作, 给我半年的时间,让我背起你们的负担,好吗?
每当想起你们,我会想说,爸~你的脚有好点吗?妈~心脏还有痛吗?有好点吗?
爸都要70了,还要驾着罗里卖水果,妈都60了,依然陪着爸做生意。。
我就在花钱,拼老命的花!想想,我真的太不会想了。。
我懂,爸喜欢一家人在一起的感觉~
妈,喜欢孩子们都会家陪他们聊聊天~
我懂!我都懂~
你们整天说,我只会说,对不起啊·~让你们失望了。
我保证,这次大考完了,会多点陪你们的,好吗?
不要再用那种不信任的眼光看我叻~你女儿会害羞的!哈哈!
现在,正在大考~但因考试期间,空太多天了,弄得我没心情了~该死的!
想到这,我每天都在内疚啊·~~
每天考试前,妈都会跟我说,不要紧张懂吗?妈咪都支持你,祝你成功,一切都会顺利的~
妈那温柔和体贴的声音~给了我很大的信心!我会的,妈咪!
今天是母亲节~妈,我想说,我真想每一辈子都做您的女儿可以吗?爸也是!
我妈昨天叫我,贴高枕头想要怎样拿出孝心来喔!当给她最好的“妈妈借”礼物!
哇!大考都弄到我脑残料~还要想!呜呜~
没法了,她就是我最爱的老妈子!
等我会去,我一定会好好apply我的孝心的!xP
好了,今天好像真的脑残了~写酱久都不懂些什么!==‘’
Monday, March 28, 2011
泳儿 - 原来爱情那么难
this song is so nice and was recommended by my sis-Kimberly Wong. It has a beauty melody and meaningful lyrics!~ Love it.
泳儿 - 原来爱情那么难
作词:王雅君
作曲:李志源
为什么爱会下起雨来
为什么我们 越走越散
为什么笑 有点不自然
为什么 我的爱 有点不安
眼泪排山倒海再抵挡不了伤害
我们的爱结束在这个夜晚
春夏冬暖 多需要有你的陪伴
此刻我一个人习惯孤单
爱最痛的呼喊 是不能够再重来
多年后 我却牢牢记在脑海
幸福再来 我依然会充满期待
找回爱最初的幸福港湾
眼泪排山倒海再抵挡不了伤害
我们的爱结束在这个夜晚
快乐太难 太心酸 我才发现了孤单
原来 爱情真那么难
原来 爱情那么难
Saturday, March 19, 2011
放棄...也是另一種幸福
有一種愛,掛著淚珠,但很淒美,它叫做放棄!
放棄真的是另一種愛,放棄真的是另一種幸福?
確切的說,放棄是另一種方式的擁有!
自己狼狽地退出,這不是偉大,而是因為在放與不放之間我明白了。
感情是不能勉強的,也勉強不來,
就算我死死地抓住,抓住的是什麼?
是傷痕,是痛苦!
把手握緊,裡面什麼也沒有,
把手鬆開,我擁有的是一切。
最痛苦的,莫過於是徘徊在放與不放之間的那一段。
真正下決心放棄了,反而,會有一種釋然的感覺。
從此,痛和愛都深深埋進心裡。
人生就是這樣,難免有痛,難免有傷。
無論我是否曾經抓住抑或遠去,那些東西都不可能離我而去。
雖然有些事不能回首,有些回憶不能梳理,有些人只能永遠埋藏。
愛上一個人是一件很麻煩的事,
特別是你不知不覺中會為他.....
放棄了很多事,為他做了很多事。
而他卻死終堅持某種東西,不肯放棄時,
那你是走進一個地獄,很苦很苦。
特別是到最後他卻說,錯的是你,這一切是你自找的。
一個人一生可以愛上很多人的。
而等你獲得真正屬於你的幸福之後,
你就會明白以前的放棄其實是一種財富,
放棄讓你學會更好地去把握和珍惜。
不是因為你得到了想得到的,
而是因為你是在為自己而活,所以你要學會放棄。
放棄是一門藝術,它不是叫你盲目的逃避,
而是要你明白痛苦的維繫還不如放棄!
學會放棄,在落淚以前轉身離去,留下簡單的背影。
將昨天埋在心底,留下最美好的回憶。
學會放棄,讓彼此都能有個更輕鬆的開始,
遍體鱗傷的愛並不一定就刻骨銘心!
愛一個人,就要讓他快樂,讓他幸福,使那份感情更誠摯。
如果你做不到,還是放手吧!
放棄何嘗不是另一種美麗!
一抹朝陽雲散盡撫琴訴情悠揚徹雲霄此番心思堪誰知縱
是無情亦有情許多的事情,
總是在經歷過以後才會懂得。
比如感情,痛過了,才會懂得如何保護自己。
傻過了,才會懂得適時的堅持與放棄,
在得到與失去中我們慢慢地認識自己。
其實,生活並不需要這麼些無謂的執著,
沒有什麼就真的不能割捨。
學會放棄,生活會更容易。
學會放棄,在落淚以前轉身離去,留下簡單的背影。
學會放棄,將昨天埋在心底,留下最美好的回憶。
學會放棄,讓彼此都能有個更輕鬆的開始,
遍體鱗傷的愛並不一定就刻骨銘心。
這一程情深緣淺,走到今天,已經不容易,
輕輕地抽出手,說聲再見,真的很感謝,這一路上有你。
曾說過愛你的,今天,仍是愛你。
只是,愛你,卻不能與你在一起。
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
我永远的姐妹 ♥♥♥
忙了几天;没什么睡;吃不好;又睡不好。
今天总算搞定1个presentation. 还有两个!T_T
有几天都没陪姐妹聊天了,有点过意不去,
就到他的部落格看看她的境况!
刚开始看,怎么就是觉得怪怪的,有点酸酸低...
天!给她弄哭了!就知道不对路!然后马上回comment 投诉!哼!
姐!对,你是生病了,但你依然是你,没有和别人不同!
我们就像有灵性的姐妹,重来没有说用不同的眼光看你!你是知道的!
你唯一和别人不同的就是,
美丽天真的笑容,活泼的性格,坚强的意志力!佩服你都来不及了!~
我知道, 有时,你是要让我们心安,所以每天就陪我们傻笑!
我知道你心里是真的真的很脆弱,换成其他人都会!(我当然也不例外)
我知道你会说,说倒是容易,因为我们不是你。
我们只能做的就是,在你身边默默地给你支持,不要放弃!
爸爸妈咪还有我们总来都没放弃过你!一秒都不会!
当你说痛的时候,我会哄哄你,
你哭时,就陪你哭(因为我肯定忍不住),
想听歌时,就唱歌给你听,
当你说闷时,陪你聊天或讲些有的没的给你听,念 av部落格给你听!笑话啊·~
姐,我再说一次,你不是一个人,爱你的人通通在你身旁!♥♥♥
虽然,这些都只能用电话才做到,对不起啊~
但,我想说,姐,这只是过渡期,一过了,天就晴朗了,懂吗?
你的每刻每秒都有我们,觉不会离你多一步。
当然,你也要遵守诺言,不能离我们多一步,知道吗?
没有你,我们会比你现在更痛苦100倍!可以想象吗?
我们不知道明天回发生什么事,只有天知道。
即使是个健康的人,分分钟钟都会倒下~
所以不论你健康还是不健康,都一样要过,
这个地球是圆的,所以没有停止转动过,
如果有天地球是四方的多么好,我们可以停下脚步,
把一切美好的通通留住,那么人们都能幸福的活在当下咯~
唉~想得美!
老天爷就是爱玩,偏要把我们搞的人不像人,鬼不像鬼,才甘愿·~
全世界的人类都是老天爷的棋子,我们没得选择,
唯有能一天的过一天,都已经赚到了,明天又是个好天~懂吗?
我们很幸福了,有个完整的家,有爱我们的人,朋友和姐妹~
我珍惜和你们相遇的缘分!也不会有一秒的后悔!
所以为了身边的人,也为为自己好吗?×坚持×
如果如果你想要离开我们,也得等我说可以!懂吗?
好啦。。如果老天爷真的想你了,那我会请求他,拜托他,一定要好好照顾你,你要还的,今世已经还完了,下世会过得比今世更精彩!好吗?当然,不要想这些东东最好,好好的,每次让我们心惊胆跳的!唉~不好咯你!xD
我们爱你哦~♥ 要好好的珍惜每一天,那么天天都是好天!♥ xP
♥♥♥友谊 可以大过天。 死党 不是说说而已♥♥♥
Monday, February 28, 2011
I LOVE them ♥♥♥
I was awake at 10.30am yesterday den study Logistics until 4am today's morning. But then i have my paper today at 8 o'clock in the morning!!! OMG! don worry, i m still able to memorize and reach class earlier before the exams get started. Actually, i just wanted to read through due not so believing the scopes that gave by my lecturer but its soo lazy and no time for me to study all the stuffs.
Well, i received a SWEET mms by Kim yesterday night. Its about 7 photos of her and Ling !! Lols.. They didn't forget i have exam today and thus still sent me a support message. Touched! Other than My parents, they are also my motivation! Thus, i always tell myself, I have to study hard because of them! and i know i can do it well! After today's paper, i feel so wanted to hug them!!! cos i never regret to hear what they always tell me. i know all the questions in the test!! i really appreciate their love so much!
Hopefully i can get a result in tis subject.BEsides, Thanks for their support! aiks.. should stop now. i m so tired today due to my classes from 8am till 8pm. Monday really Blueessss lor. Can change color anot?! haha ^^
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
I'm BACK !
wow.. It has been 1 year i din't update my blog. So sorry to say that.
Actually i start blogging is becos of get influenced by my frens while we are now no longer keep in touch anymore. There are so much things happened in last year, beautiful memories, Sad memories, happy memories..haiz. As conclusion, most of the people, things has changed due to the environment surrounding us has change too.
Beautiful memories created by KIM and LiNG ( my two sister). i feel so happy to know them in my life. Although we are at different places, but our care to each other will never less. Well, i believe dis is our fate to know each other in dis life. My stress or pressure will disappear when i meet with them or when i receive their calls. They are so sweet and can really be my real sister lo *but my real sister very cruel wan*!!! i like playing, talking, laughing and shopping*although i m diff size compared with them* with them together. We can talking non-stop and so not willing to end our talks evrytime when we meet. Feeling like the day we 3 together will pass very fast. We will share our stories to each other everytime when we meet. *i LOVE stories*! haa. I like to take photos with them but so bad cos i dint look good in photos. haiz. T-T We playing kite at kota laksamana during CNY, dat feeling so good. How good if we can lying on the field. haiz... But, we took so many photos on that day by SOMEONE. So thank you to her anyway. Dis really help us in creating so much beautiful memories. anyway, i really LOVE them.
SaD memories sure very sad de lo. But its over. i will try my best to forget dat person. its useless for me to think anymore. i should very clear on this. Well, i will do as wad i have promised to my sis KIM and LING. We 3 have to work hard together and i believe we can go over thru all the difficulties and challenges. Smile!! i really so happy to have you two sister!!!
*I will keep update my blog if im free lar ya. bye!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
fate?
一直以为的友情,
尽然如此,
我无言以对,
唯有一切随缘,
勉强得到的未必是你原想要的,
犹如 “可遇,不可求!”
我再次的亲身体会到
或许我该放下了,
开心的过每一天,
踏实的做回自己,
有缘必然会相聚,
是我想要的。。
大考就来临了,
我想好好地准备一番,
但死人facebook成天让我寸手不离,
手好痒啊~
我顶要想办法搞定它!
不然我真的要崩溃咯!!!
尽然如此,
我无言以对,
唯有一切随缘,
勉强得到的未必是你原想要的,
犹如 “可遇,不可求!”
我再次的亲身体会到
或许我该放下了,
开心的过每一天,
踏实的做回自己,
有缘必然会相聚,
是我想要的。。
大考就来临了,
我想好好地准备一番,
但死人facebook成天让我寸手不离,
手好痒啊~
我顶要想办法搞定它!
不然我真的要崩溃咯!!!
Friday, November 20, 2009
speechless
我刚到某个朋友的部落格逛了逛
周遭发生的事情接二连三的重演
不由自主地
他让自己变得更弱小了
他的心情随着改变
我能了解
但他总说我不是他
不能理解。。
我疑惑为甚么?
我承认,我靠的是运气。
我并不聪明,死读是我唯一生存的机会。
或许不是每个人都能接受如此理由。。
但我只能这样说。
朋友,
成绩不代表一切,
我希望你不要轻易放弃
虽说你已厌倦听类似的话
生为你的朋友
我有义务告诉你
希望你能找回你那傲气的气派,自信的眼神!
在我心里,
你不是等于 “ 0 "
你是永远的 100 !
只要你相信,梦想就会成真!
我不介意做你的倾诉着
因为你是我的朋友
而我也珍惜我们之间的友情。。
大考的气派慢慢接近了
朋友们,要加油哦!
i Have No Idea
NO matter
what you guys think of me
what you guys say on me
what u guys do not like me
what u guys like me
what u guys singing behind me
what u guys pointing behind me
NO matter
what i do
what i talk
what i sing
what i lie
what i meet
what i face
some people will think of i m "tat kind" of ppl
always say DONOE, NO, TAK TAU...
if not mistaken,
u guys always think i m lying on u all..
*SIGH*
( I AM NOT !!!!!!!!! )
if u are my frenz,
i hope u trust me,
btw,
as ur frenz,
i wil always be ur side,
i will lend my hand to u whenever u want, i PROMISE!
as long as u need !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* well, i really feel happy with my currently life... i enjoy everyday with my frens... and we are much more closer than before.. we share, play, talk, sing, study,skip class, dance"sorry sorry", laugh together evryday~*
( i love u frenz !!!!!!!!!!!! )
I'm Back ..
hi, guys~ !
i m back again... =)
i gonna sharing with u guys everything that had happened around me this week...
Monday - i have my last presentation "Advertising n Promotion" .. fuiyoohhhh!!!!! finally FINISHED!!!
Tuesday - noty ex classmate organized BBQ n of sure we have been invited too!!! VIP wor~ haha! ULCER cuming that night...WHAT THE.....
Wednesday - my fren "tang dai fu" said wanna supply medicine for me sommore... "HUH"...!!! haiz, she forgot the another day... *SAD* ..but then she supplied me "GARLIC " medi.. "Will u eat?" unfortunately, i have eaten it since she told me is vitamin C.. T-T... what a WEIRD flavor of VITAMIN C (=='') ... of coz.. my ULCER stil growing HEALTHILY.. =( between, i start coughing at night... cant sleep well...Zzz
Thursday - i like this day much! this is becoz its only 1 class on every Thursday! wahhh... afterwards, i can sleep as much as i like... i wil attend the class normally BUT i skip the class that day... coz of not feeling well.. cough, sniffles make me breath hardly... haha!!! i have informed my mum tat day so wont feel much guilty.. nyiak nyiak nyiak~ wow!!! CRAZY DAY!!!! i faced all the sick's symptom but my head stil not very hot .. n this makes me feel i will b ok if i drink more water!! but i doesnt feel good at night... i have eat nothing at night.. til i pengsan den straight away sleep til the other morning... *GENG* leh? hehe...
Friday - is TODAY.. i still considering whether goin or not goin the class... haiz... headache! haha!! i attend the class finally due to " KIA SI" ... kaka!! ummm... everythg is ok today... but due to i keep coughing in the class today, make me feel discomfort n besides paise... coz disturbing some of my frens who is paying attention in the class..While at 8PM, fuiyohhhhh!!!!!!!!!! can go bek home le... i miss my bed n dinner~
n til now 11.22pm i m prepare to sleep after taking medi...
Saturday - having STEAMBOT with my lovely housemate tomorrow ! exciting!!! =)
GOOD NITEz
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Bodies Of Three UTAR Students Who Drowned At Kampar Waterfall Found
KAMPAR, Nov 2 -- The bodies of three Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) students, who had drowned at the Batu Berangkai Waterfall, here, were found late Sunday night.
Yew Shy Gin's body was found at 11.10pm, and the other two bodies, at 10.20pm and about midnight.
The first body was found about 300 metres from the spot where they were last seen and the second and third bodies were discovered not far from where the first body was found. All the three bodies were sent to the Kampar District Hospital.
However, another student who was also swept by the strong current, managed to swim to safety.
Abdul Aziz said a search and rescue operation following information received was immediately mounted by the police with the help of a fire and rescue team and villagers.
The incessant rain, the swift current and darkness had hampered the search operation.
A witness, Syed Sarudin Syed Shamsuddin, 41, said the incident happened after heavy rain at the waterfall area.
"My three children and I had sought shelter at a hut on the river bank while the three victims and others continued swimming in the river.
"The water level rose slowly before I heard a loud gush of water pounding on the rocks and saw four people being swept away by the swift current," he recalled.
A villager, Razali Abdullah, 32, said he was nearby at the time but could not help the victims as the current was very swift.
"I heard cries for help and saw three people struggling in the swift-flowing water," he said.
According to Razali, the UTAR students and others seen picnicking there about 3pm were advised by the local residents to go home as the waterfall could be dangerous during the rainy season.
Perak Menteri Besar Datuk Dr Zambry Abdul Kadir and state executive councillor Datuk Dr Mah Hang Soon visited the scene of the incident Sunday night.
Dr Mah said the 22-year-old second-year accounting student from Kuala Lumpur who survived the incident only had minor injuries.
The incident happened a week after three primary schoolchildren drowned in the Kampar River when the suspension bridge they were walking on with several other pupils collapsed.
May three of them rest in the peace...
Yew Shy Gin's body was found at 11.10pm, and the other two bodies, at 10.20pm and about midnight.
The first body was found about 300 metres from the spot where they were last seen and the second and third bodies were discovered not far from where the first body was found. All the three bodies were sent to the Kampar District Hospital.
However, another student who was also swept by the strong current, managed to swim to safety.
Abdul Aziz said a search and rescue operation following information received was immediately mounted by the police with the help of a fire and rescue team and villagers.
The incessant rain, the swift current and darkness had hampered the search operation.
A witness, Syed Sarudin Syed Shamsuddin, 41, said the incident happened after heavy rain at the waterfall area.
"My three children and I had sought shelter at a hut on the river bank while the three victims and others continued swimming in the river.
"The water level rose slowly before I heard a loud gush of water pounding on the rocks and saw four people being swept away by the swift current," he recalled.
A villager, Razali Abdullah, 32, said he was nearby at the time but could not help the victims as the current was very swift.
"I heard cries for help and saw three people struggling in the swift-flowing water," he said.
According to Razali, the UTAR students and others seen picnicking there about 3pm were advised by the local residents to go home as the waterfall could be dangerous during the rainy season.
Perak Menteri Besar Datuk Dr Zambry Abdul Kadir and state executive councillor Datuk Dr Mah Hang Soon visited the scene of the incident Sunday night.
Dr Mah said the 22-year-old second-year accounting student from Kuala Lumpur who survived the incident only had minor injuries.
The incident happened a week after three primary schoolchildren drowned in the Kampar River when the suspension bridge they were walking on with several other pupils collapsed.
May three of them rest in the peace...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
where's ur smile goin?
i realizing some of my friends facing some kinda problems that i do not face right now which is their LOVE story.. this kind of things is very complicated... and is also non of our business of course. But.. friends... be strong and think twice before u do ANYTHINGS... please be remember of what you want to pursue actually? If u think of what u do is right den just do it.. but if its affected u... please stop.. and wake up now!!!!!!
i have been lost my friend smiles... i have nothing expected to u... but be happy always... think of people who caring you much...they are worrying of u also...
i have been lost my friend smiles... i have nothing expected to u... but be happy always... think of people who caring you much...they are worrying of u also...
Blogging ?
new semester is starting now...as usual and its only BORING i can express my feelings now!
many people asking me of " WHy u not updated ur blog frequently? " "what for u blogging?"
i have really be sick of tats all kind of questions...
sorry for any offences...
Blogging is interesting especially reading peoples blog..i do..
but... blogging is sharing your things that happened around us in other ways rite?
and i promise will post and sharing with u guys if happen any interesting o other else.
But den i still totally disagree of what people saying should updated the blog everyday..
many people asking me of " WHy u not updated ur blog frequently? " "what for u blogging?"
i have really be sick of tats all kind of questions...
sorry for any offences...
Blogging is interesting especially reading peoples blog..i do..
but... blogging is sharing your things that happened around us in other ways rite?
and i promise will post and sharing with u guys if happen any interesting o other else.
But den i still totally disagree of what people saying should updated the blog everyday..
Saturday, September 26, 2009
hopeless
speechless...
not even know how to describe tat kind of feelings...
like studying?
nope... is just studying for the certificate only!
don try to say NO!
this is a reality world...
u will look down by people without owning a certificate ...
but because of this certificate....
what happen to the student?
Student start forcing themselves study study study and study....
memorizing memorizing and memorizing all the slides and notes given..
den write it out on the exam paper..
most of the student do not realize on what they are actually writing..
Smart student will straightly kick out and delete the subject file from their mind...
Smart student will tear up the paper and throw into the rubbish bin provided ..
Smart student will cry out ...
Smart student will feel exhausted..
Smart student will console their frenz who are sad...
Smart student will think of Don wanna study anymore...
smart student wil choose to commit suicide...
Smart student will start becoming a NUN and MONK...
that's all the ways smart student release their tension..
with these all kinda idiot ways...
u will only feel that is still a hope...
many people are waiting you...
waiting you graduated ...
waiting you taking over their business...
more and more...
i feel tired ...
but i realize on there's still some of the secret hidden in the corner of my heart...
Panadol ? like it?
i have been addicted with it these few days..
it totally manage me ....
study until every morning 8.30am...
but its actually dreaming all the Night...
Empty brain till every morning..
sleep with alarm everyday ...
gastric everyday...
eat medicine everyday...
complaining myself everyday...
conclusion...... its meaningless a to be a human....
not even know how to describe tat kind of feelings...
like studying?
nope... is just studying for the certificate only!
don try to say NO!
this is a reality world...
u will look down by people without owning a certificate ...
but because of this certificate....
what happen to the student?
Student start forcing themselves study study study and study....
memorizing memorizing and memorizing all the slides and notes given..
den write it out on the exam paper..
most of the student do not realize on what they are actually writing..
Smart student will straightly kick out and delete the subject file from their mind...
Smart student will tear up the paper and throw into the rubbish bin provided ..
Smart student will cry out ...
Smart student will feel exhausted..
Smart student will console their frenz who are sad...
Smart student will think of Don wanna study anymore...
smart student wil choose to commit suicide...
Smart student will start becoming a NUN and MONK...
that's all the ways smart student release their tension..
with these all kinda idiot ways...
u will only feel that is still a hope...
many people are waiting you...
waiting you graduated ...
waiting you taking over their business...
more and more...
i feel tired ...
but i realize on there's still some of the secret hidden in the corner of my heart...
Panadol ? like it?
i have been addicted with it these few days..
it totally manage me ....
study until every morning 8.30am...
but its actually dreaming all the Night...
Empty brain till every morning..
sleep with alarm everyday ...
gastric everyday...
eat medicine everyday...
complaining myself everyday...
conclusion...... its meaningless a to be a human....
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Friends
Thanks for telling me what shud i do and what i should not do...
well, i hope evryone is fine.. and i promise will not do such things again.
i would like to say sorry...
well, i hope evryone is fine.. and i promise will not do such things again.
i would like to say sorry...
Exam.. exam.. exam......
I have my Microeconomics as my 1st paper, den cuming up with Quantitative Techniques 1...
i already well prepared for my Micro paper ..well, its still ok with it...
2 more days, QT 1 killed me... it "radically" affect my mood n my determination to fight for the other 3 papers which is Commercial Business Law, Marketing and Information System until 29th september..
i cant stop to think bek my careless in QT paper.. i cried out after walked out the hall and calling my mum..
My mum just told me study harder n prepare for the nex paper... den i call my sister n told her my feelings... i feel still ok after calling my sister. thanksz.. i really appreciate... i wanna thanksz My frenz Theng too.. coz she speaked out suddenly which accompany me go A box wor... its really shock to me.. i noe she actually donwanna go but she still say out so hope i wont too sad n gived me some advise too.. hehe! thx ya!
Tommorow my Law paper is cuming... n i m now havent memorise all the cases and section that annoyed me this few days..... so, i already tell myself i must study hard in this last 3 papers to get bek my CGPA ! i hope i can do it!!! God bless me~
i already well prepared for my Micro paper ..well, its still ok with it...
2 more days, QT 1 killed me... it "radically" affect my mood n my determination to fight for the other 3 papers which is Commercial Business Law, Marketing and Information System until 29th september..
i cant stop to think bek my careless in QT paper.. i cried out after walked out the hall and calling my mum..
My mum just told me study harder n prepare for the nex paper... den i call my sister n told her my feelings... i feel still ok after calling my sister. thanksz.. i really appreciate... i wanna thanksz My frenz Theng too.. coz she speaked out suddenly which accompany me go A box wor... its really shock to me.. i noe she actually donwanna go but she still say out so hope i wont too sad n gived me some advise too.. hehe! thx ya!
Tommorow my Law paper is cuming... n i m now havent memorise all the cases and section that annoyed me this few days..... so, i already tell myself i must study hard in this last 3 papers to get bek my CGPA ! i hope i can do it!!! God bless me~
Wan Theng's BIRTHDAY..
11st SEPTEMBER :
Theng's birthday cuming !!! haha....well, as her frenz and oso one of her Marketing TG2 classmates sure having a BiG surprise for her ~
Most of our classmate have planned an idea which is brought theng to BIG "A" box to celebrate her 19th Birthday... haha... As one of the actor in this planning, i acted stomachache at mamak and ask Harvard fetch us to A box so i can borrow toilet there bcause kuan yue gonna take somethings from her frenz near there. hmnn... while other actors is already waiting at A box n prepare evrythings. i sms Alex when i goin in the car.. but the message sending out late...Unfortunately, when we reached A box, we saw some of the actors "keng gai" there wor... haha!!! omg...!!PECAH LUBANG !! sad... our wonderful planning gone again... ishhh... tat moment, they eyes to eyes with us and run up to the A box.. haha!!! it was damn funny!! Before that, we bought 2 cakes to celebrate with Theng.. there are limited Cakes shop in kampar while Theng love in Blueberry flavour cake... so we choose shop by shop to find some special cakes n finally bought 2 cakes which is Blueberry chesse and Mint in flavour ice cream cake... yummy oo!!! I hope Theng can feel our LOVE n happy with her 19th birthday.... although most of us will different class in this cuming sem 2..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~
hehe!!!
TesCo kampar
07th SEPTENBER :
Jom JOM!!!!!!! Tesco again.. sienz = ='' We bought some foods for our preparation of cuming final ..
We go clothes department n saw some OK clothes... den ACTION lo..
We try n try , change n change till the workers of the department there tak boleh tahan! haha!! so paise ....
me n cher hui keep changing clothes in the fitting room n taking photo^^ hehe
Jalan jaLan in IpOH
06th SePTEMBER :
We suddenly discussed to go IPOH in the morning which is about 1am in theng's house when we study together..So, me, theng,QQ, peggy took 9am bus in old town to IPOH .. We have been shopping IPOH PARADE, JUSCO, & Secret Recepi ... hehe!!!
But donoe y... i lost the feeling of "enthusiasm" in buying clothes that day...Luckily, they bought some clothes not lik me... til bek to kampar oso buying nothing.. haha!!! nvm... i m Ok.. because can save some money ~ ^^... we having our lunch in a bookshop "ming ren shu ju"... n we goin jusco eat " cheese kok rice" hehe! yummy~
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