miss u ^^

OH MY GooDness...

i miss my brother SoO much.. i Only have 1 brother who make me feel he loves n care her sister(me)..of coz my another 2 sisters love me too..

i don even like to talk to my brother when i was small.. for me, he is a evil that time.. coz he always scolded by daddy n mummy.. like clubbing n bring different GAL fren back to home .. i don lik him is becoz of my jealousing.. he do not care me after he has gal fren.. so unfair !!! i really can feel that.. but wat to do.. cant jealous much la.. haha! we talk less at home if both of us nid helps den we will only talk.. wat kind of brother sister we r! haha.. i noe my brothers care me lots since i m in foundation... i stil remember tat.. he drunk tat day and he told me must study hard.. don let ppl look down on us.. just call him if i facing any problems o needs suggestions.. lots lots he told me tat nitez.. but he is working as a phone technician in china right now.. i mis him soooo much.. i cry everytime i mis him.. i wanna noe whether he stil ok with the new environment there? wondering others.. lik can he sleep well? eat well? omg... i lik his mum jor..keke.. he told me becoz of money.. he had to go there to learn more n find more money.. i always blame myself.. wat can i do to my family.. wat i can do is only study.. graduate.. work.. tats the only way i can do.. i saw my brother online juz now... omg.. i really mis him to much and i hope he will com bek sooOn..i juz wanna tell him.." daddy n mummy mis u too, must work hard there.. we mis u n wil wait u bek~"

scary FinaL is cuming..

gonna 1 month din cum my blog "phow" jor..keke!! paise~ i donoe how to describe my feeling recently. can i say happy o sad? i m happy coz my lovely parents r goin to cum up kampung kampar to visit their cute daughter (me) this cuming saturday n wil only b bek on sunday~ wahhhh!~ cant wait to giv a BIG HUG to them~ my heart feel warm when think bek of it.. BUT.. unfortunately, i m sad too... evil is cuming 2 disturb~ which is week 14 is the last study week of this sem which is nex week is cuming.. oh god! which mean FINAL IS CUMING SOON!!! ths scary event gonna happen! haiz.. i think i can handle it at least all pass but it make me even more worst now..

i LOSE my STUDY MOOD!! issshhh... geram betul!!! start doin tutorial ques from ths weeks jor.. "hard + difficult + not understand + don0e where to ask = died"~ this was a FORMULA cum out from my mind yesterday.. nvm~ i start doin revision..fine~ til today beginning of marketing clas.. wow~ i realise.. marketing is really nice n wondering why i just wanna concentrate in lecture class 2day? dont u think its too late? haiz.. "mou gai " la.. stil have to study myself n study together with frens.. its raining today.. i have face booked 2 hours after class .. feel guilty.. but think the other ways.. tell myself is one of the way for me to release tension so i can more concentrate in study lo.. i feel happy after think it.. haha!!! den washed my clothes, keep my messy room.. bath.. watching drama "gu leng jing tan B" .. opps!!!!!! sei lo...zzz... i have wasted my whole day.. haiz.. gonna cry but wanna sleep... when wanna sleep, evil cums up again! haizzzzzzzzzz.... cham ahhh~ 2morrow 10am class- BUSINESS LAW.. shud i sleep now? my fate so cham...

i m sorry to u..

i become more darker than before jor.. SAD!!! my fren al saying me dark n lik malay gal... wuwu~ so HURT ah.. yam gong~ y this happen to me? haiz... nvm la.. i oso dark before.. wil white again..don wry! hehe... =='' this is wat i always do to myself..haha! i only having my brunch, 3 in 1 again.. hungry~ mus keep fit ah.. coz feel myseld getting more heavier especially when i go upstair bek to my room.. ohhh!~ tat feeling not good at all !!! so start eat less lo.. doin assignment again 2day.. haiz.. same feeling~ i call "my FREN"..unfortunately,"my FREN" din answer my phone and also dint see my message i leave to him.. i actually "yu jor" he wont answer my phone de la..FINE~ i do his part lo.. after tat, theng have 2 edit again.. i feel sorry to her once again..haiz.. i also donnoe how to describe "my FREN".. speechless.. no comment jor.. i also donoe wat "my FREN" actually doin.. he is actually nice to be fren, but i disagree the ways he doin assignment.. SERIOUSLY, we are really headache when facing u.. r u really like tat? the 1st impression u giving us are totally different compare with now.. quite disappointed .. i really hope u will change it.. haiz.. i m ok but most cham is theng.. she needs to edit all the assignment.. read through again all the lecture notes to avoid writing in the wrong directions.. pity her~ i still have to see her edit again n again.. y i cant help her? haiz.. i already try my best.. i really sorry~ i mus learn n always back up..so my frens no nid so cham..!
jia you!!!~ i really hope i can do it~

SPORT CARNIVAL 2009, UTAR

din log in few days jor... my hand start gatal .. ~hehe..
SPORT CARNIVAL 2009 looks excited n interesting? sommore is 8pm-6pm o~haha..
this is my 1st time 2 become "helper" haha!~ its really out of wat i expected.. less people til u feel pity.. tats y i almost fall asleep at there..haha.. cant guess it rite? me 2~ but i meet some new frens there.. they r nice n friendly 2 =) at least i gt somthgs frm ths "sport carnival".. haha~ erm... but damn tired 2day.. but quite enjoy 2day.. hope 2 becom helper again.. but hope nex time don 2 sienz.. if not its really wasting again my another pity sunny sunday~ wat a wonderful sunday i have actually.. i m not blamming but thx theng n jess 4 asking n hoping now.. i willing 2 challenge wat i have meet!~ coz i m enjoying my uni life here~ hope u tooO.. smiles wil really brighten ur dayz.. trust me.. ^^

me n theng

my new friends at sport carnival 2009